Timing is everything

I don't know what is going on with the Universe and my personal thread in the Great Web of Existence, but I have been getting clear indications that something is going to happen but I need to learn something first. I was suspicious when random encounters kept putting my plans on hold or delaying me. I became convinced by the message I received in the meditation I did today.

Cerridwen is a Celtic Goddess of Wisdom. She has made a number of guest appearances in my meditations but she has always either sent me away or been very irritated with me and unwilling to give me the help or advice I ask from Her. Today, however, was a bit different. She wasn't exactly friendly and loving, but She was polite when She spoke to me. She said to me, "I have the answers and knowledge you seek, but you are not yet ready to listen." Until now, I got the impression that She did not consider me "worthy" and doubted that I would ever meet Her standards. This time Her words gave me hope that I am learning the lessons I am supposed to learn and that I have earned a bit of respect from Her.

It would nice if I knew what exactly I am supposed to do in order to be "ready to listen", but I am going to keep trusting that I am on the right path and be patient until the Universe decides it is "time" for whatever is coming my way.

Keeping the Faith

I did a medicine card reading for myself last night and one of the messages from the reading was a reminder that everything will turn out for the best in the end. Today the Universe was kind enough to give me solid evidence that this will happen. It was painful, but the pain resulted in great progress made. The future is still scary in places (with good reason), but I'm feeling confident that the Deities will continue to reward my faith and efforts. Sometimes what we want for our future isn't what is best for us, and I'm ok with that. I am feeling optimistic, though, that what I want really is what is best for all concerned so it will happen.

Initiating Launch Sequence

Well, I have to start somewhere so here it is. I don't have anything profound to say because it is late. This is probably a good thing because if I start out too profound then I will set expectations for greater things later. Right now, I have nowhere to go but up. Houston, we have lift-off.